I'm sorry for what you've been through. I hope life gets better for you. It's easy to fall into misery when things go bad and it feels like you'll never recover, but you will. There's a song by Three Days Grace I like very much called Life Starts Now. It describes your situation well. Rock music has helped me with many issues in my life. I send my hugs to you.
FalenDemo5
Interesting self-reflection.
Phronemophobia
Instead of respectfully responding to this comment, I ended up spending nearly an hour watching YTPs after checking out your sentence mixing submission utilizing the announcer and John Notwoodman from KFAD2. Why did I do that?